Medical stuff

I went to the drs last nite. I had been feeling dizzy a lot and queasy and just not right. I had shortness of breath and would get sweaty. It wasn't normal so I sucked it up and went. Turns out I was having panic attacks and my blood pressure was too high. I didnt feel all that stressed out to be having these attacks. But none-the-less that was the diagnosis. So i am on anti-anxiety meds and a sleeping pill since i am an insomniac. If that doesnt stabalize my blood pressure, then the doc wants to see what is causing that and I'll have to go for tests. Oh so much fun!!! :(

On an even worse note, I got home from the dr. and got a call that my grandfather has pheumonia and is back in the hospital on an oxygen machine. They are trying not to intubate him but if they have to they will and he will go into intensive care. I feel sad for not only me but for my grandmother who has faithfully taken care of him for almost 40 years. This is not a good situation and I pray the Lord makes his will be known. I dont want to see my grandfather suffer anymore. He just got out of the hospital 2 weeks ago because he had yet another stroke. I know my grandmother will be a wreck when the Lord takes him home. So I pray for her well-being and for her to have strength through all of this.

What a dreary post this is ! Sorry!!!